The last post of the year.

Today is the 31st of December, and I bid adieu to another year. I still remember New Year 2009 very vividly. I cried during the prayers, because it was the first New Year gathering without mom.

I feel odd shifting to another decade. I somehow feel old before my time. I loved the 90's, and I know them pretty well. 2000 to 2009 had its ups and downs. But ten years just pass by like a wind, with nothing much but a change of end numbers.

I have the feeling that I'm going to feel odd every time there is a change in decade, and before I know it, there won't be any time left.

And now that I think of it, I don't know what to hope for anymore. I have my dream list but time is running short.

Tic tic tac.